2.15.2025 12:14 pm

i cant stop binging and im going to look so fat and weird today at the show but i guess ill just try to ignore it. i just want to be skinny and i cant stop denying myself of that i sesriously need to stop hanging out with drell and lucas so much becuase their habits will become mine and ill be even fatter ill just start that diet i saw on tumblr once already where you go from 1000 to 600

yay better mood haha i went with cathy to a tea&poets show, it was very fun.. the bands werent my cup of tea but they were fun to dance to and the highlight was definitely dj trix's set (i gave her a rose!!!!!!!!!!) , the second band was really good with the crowd, they threw out honey buns and roses but the subject matter of their songs was a bit alarming lol. not in any kind of seriously concerning way, they just seemed like obnoxious boys haha. but the real highlight was cathy, shes such a joy. i love her and shes a very relaxing person to be around. lol i think i talk too much around her. we went to go get jimmy johns and i payed for it all lol. i had a lot of fun and it wasnt exhausting or frustrating which is super nice. im really happy for tonight. shit was funny tho cuz i ran into lucas and he was asking me if me and joey were a thing o_o hahaa... NO. probably asking that for joey's sake tbh. i work at the asian mart so much that i cant help but read sake as sa-ke. -_- its okay i complain about that job but in reality im really grateful for it. it can be fun and i have very understanding higher ups. anyways i thank you god for tonight and may this rest be peaceful and beautiful.... amen goodnight -o-

also i cant find my 3ds and im sad :(